a new beginning 2

i said i wont text him. but i cant help myself. i really need to do it or else i'll go crazy battling over it in myself. i don't know how he'll take it, or what he'll do when he sees it. i just hope he's okay. and that's all that matters to me.

A new beginning

it's new day again. a day without him. a day to survive from the scratch.

i woke up with a pain i thought i had finally conquered. i was mistaken. it's a new day again. and i don't know yet how to begin it without him.